October 17, 2006

  • Lonely, Lonely….   The only words I can think of right now to express how I feel.  Hubby is gone for the next few days and I really hate when he has to go to these big meetings.  He left early this morning and wont be home til sometime Thursday afternoon..  At least he will be home in time for his birthday on Friday…  He turns the big 48…   He doesn’t mind though, it is me that seems kinda freaked by how the numbers keep climbing.  Not his, but mine…  I guess I should be happy it isn't the flip side though.  That definitely wouldn’t be better…   So Friday is hubby’s birthday.  He is taking that day off from work since he is going to be gone all week at the meeting.  Hopefully we can go out for dinner or something.  He doesn’t know it but next Monday when we have our birthday celebration at the pizza place he is gonna get sung to also   

               I got a call from the nurse at my Dr’s office last night.  She said they had the results from the pelvic US.  All she would say is they want me to go see an OB/Gyn at an appt they are setting up.  She said the radiologist saw a fibroid and some cysts on my ovaries.  At my US last year I also had some cysts on my ovaries, which they said was nothing to worry about.  But the fibroid is something new…   So til I find out exactly what is going on I don’t know what the next course of action is if any… One other thing, my bloodwork came back good so it looks like I am not entering peri-menopause just yet

               I also forgot to mention in my last post that hubby and I did go to Ohio.  We had a nice visit with his mom.  It is always nice to get away for awhile.  That 8-hour drive is a killer though.  Baby did real well the entire trip, which always makes it better…

               I can’t think of anything else except for this…   My big strapping almost 17yr old son came into me tonight and said he needed help.  I couldn’t help but laugh at him…   He had put both of his index fingers into one of those puzzle things.  I am sure you remember them.  They are made out of strawlike material and the more you try to pull your fingers out the tighter it gets     I laughed and laughed watching him try to get loose…   Finally I took pity on him and helped him get out.   I guess I am not such a mean old mom after all    

               Have a great night everyone  

Comments (11)

  • May I humbly suggest a hysterectomy and getting rid of the whole problem! My sister just had one, and I am hoping to get the same surgery next year. Maybe we could even be roomies!!! lol

    I understand your sadness... it's tough to be away from the one you love. I am so glad Doug is back. I am also glad that your hubby is only going to be gone for a couple of days! HAPPY BIRTHDAY to him tho!

    I am lol'ing at your son too... what would they do without us moms??? ROFLOL Lots of hugs, Tracy

  • Tracy has a really good idea there.     I had my complete hyster a few years ago, and I wouldn't go back.  It has been a bit of an adjustment here and there, but life is just so much better overall.  My husband travels quite frequently as well, and I'm very much used to the routine now.  It was much harder when the kids were smaller and I worked full time, though.  Sounds like you have a fun birthday celebration planned for your hubby!  Glad you had a nice visit to see his mom, too. 

    That's cute about your son needing your help out of that jam.     I remember those things, too.  Sounds like something my 18 year old son would likely do, too.  Have a good Wednesday!

  • Sorry to hear you're missing your hubby.  Hope you have a great birthday celebration for him when he gets back Take care~  Laurel  

  • I know how you feel I hate it when my hubby has to go away for a few days.Even with the kids here I still feel lonely, like a part of me is missing ya know? My 1st hubby I would have paid to leave me alone for a few days LOL!! I think the hardest time was when he had to fly out to New York 4 days after 9/11. I was scared ,the kids were scared and it was the longest week of my life.

      When I was 17 I was told I had the first stages of cervical cancer. I was 17 and never even had a boyfriend and had gone to the dr. cause I was having freaky periods. They did a routine pap and I thought my life was over. They told me I may never have children.I had 3 strikes against me; the cancer; I was molested when I was young and they found scars from fingernails up inside, and on top of all that my uterus was tipped and my Mom had taken the DES drug that was to poplular in the late 60's early 70's to prevent misscarrige which caused infertility problems in the children who's mom's took it!I  was shoved from Dr. to Dr. and not one of them gave me any hope. I was depressed and upset.My Mother was no help she was pregnant with my youngest brother, and she and I have never had a good relationship.She basically told me it wasn't her problem and I needed to just deal with it. Finally at 18 I went thru a series of  uncomfortablt biopsies and embarassing examinations. They decided on cryosurgery, which freezes and kills the "bad" cells. I had to have it done twice and it worked. But they told me you'll never have children.I was devastated! Ever since I was little I wanted to be a Mama. When I got married the first time I hoped and prayed and after 2 years of trying my oldest daughter was born. I had 2 more wonderful kids after that and because I had such a rough time with all my pregnacies I had to had my tubes tied. The marriage didn't work out but I have 3 fantastic children lol!

     Sorry for rambling on so long. Stay strong and you know where to find me if you ever need a shoulder!As always your in my prayers!

     Huggles!!

  • Ill keep you in my prayers Dyanna!  Oh and that is so funny...about Alex!  I just thought I would come by and say Hi and leave huggs! So...Hi and Huggs!

    Brianne

  • RYC Your not being a baby, I think you  are a very caring kind person.I did not mean to upset you if I did. I've learned to be very open about my past. I found holding  it in was making me crazy.It was a very terrible way to grow up but it did make me who I am today.Although I think that being abused as a child lead me to marrying my first hubby who was abusive.My current hubby bless him has helped me work thru alot of the mess and allowed me to be me .I used to be a little mouse and was afraid of almost everyone. Slowly I'm learning to trust and reach out to others. Which is one of the reasons I'm here on Xanga. I'd be honored if you'd send me you e-mail. Your awonderful person and it would be great to get to know you better.

     I hope your hubby's trip went well and he came home safely. I bet you were glad to see him.

     Have a wonderful weekend!!

    Huggles!!

  • hello!!! How have you been? I haven't been on in such a long time. I see your house is coming along good, good to hear. So besides that how is everything going. My mom is have the same "female" problems that your having, im sorry to hear that, but don't worry, it's probably nothing. She has to go back for another one too! Well, I have to go, but i'd love to hear a response from you!

    love,

    Jenn

  • Perimenopause.  I hate that word.  I'm now waking up with a hot flash about once every couple of weeks.  Blech!  I'll cross my fingers for a good outcome on your next OB/gyn appt.  I need to make an appt...I'm overdue again!  Happy early B-day to your hubby! 

  • The girls sure had a fun time trick or treating.  Hope you had a nice time at the cookout.

    Love ya

    Lily

  • You really need to update, I know you don't have that boring of a life lol

    Love ya

    Lily

  • Just stopped by to say hello and let you know I've been thinking about you! Hope everything is going well. 

    Snuggles!

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